I wish I could ask your advice. You told me stay away from fire, but I didn’t listen. No I never did. I challenged everything you ever said even “you’re gonna regret this in the end” Would you think I’m wrong or had you done the same? I didn’t think it could hurt this bad. Everything I thought I was it turns out I was wrong and I wonder what you think of me, but you can’t tell me now. I don’t wanna fall apart like her.
My family, my mom, my friends everyone. was right about you.
puppet strings. cut.
heart.broke.
don’t ever touch me again.
don’t ever pretend with me again.
you’ll put your arms around one of the other 357 girls that adore you.
You’ve given me whiplash with your indecisiveness for way too long.
and when I’m hit on you’ll pretend you’re straight and never wanted anything to do with me. and then we’ll be perfect. k?
kthanksbye. I’m out.
Little signs you send me will keep me at your feet they’ll keep me here believing. Oh, but someday I’ll be gone. Someday I wont think twice about what you think or care. It’s getting better can’t you see you’re fading and she’s becoming clear. So if I’m anything anything at all stop with your strings and stand up now.
Really glad to spend the day with Erika :) Didn’t want her to leave.
you never invite me then want me to get to know people..no thank you. I already don’t like them. You can have fun. I’ve decided I don’t even wanna try. I mean after all why break such a long trend anyway.
took Kovu to play at mom’s house today he loved it. Sly and Alba still hate him doesn’t look like that’s gonna change anytime soon.
Glad Erika comes back from Nashville tomorrow. I can’t really leave unless I take him with me. He cries if I go to the bathroom so I could use the company lol.
Hard as I try I know I can’t quit something about u is so addictive.
I gots a new baby kitty cat! and his name is Kovu! He’s a marble bengal and he’s super sweet and he’s a bad ass he can eat raw meat! bone and all!
:D
You either care and want to hang out with me or you don’t and from now on I’m going to FORCE myself to put forth no more effort than you do. If you care at all you will come to me because I’m getting tired of trying. and I’m tired of idolizing something so pointless. People are right it just makes me seem obsessed and stupid. And I assure you that’s not the case.
on a brighter note I got a really really CUTE PINK new laptop that’s slightly smaller and much easier to carry around! with microsoft 2010.
I’m trying Math this Summer sadly, but I’m trying it online this is my first online course so I’ll see what it’s like tomorrow lol. I’m taking it at Sinclair because there’s no hope for me at wright state for math hopefully it will be better there. It’s divided into two classes.
Yesterday was pretty awesome went bra shopping with Nichole. She’s my new favorite shopping buddy and went to Unos Chicago grill with Erika.
In Another Life- The Veronicas (by lonelyforlife)
This feels more like I’m waiting for an appointment than being your best friend. I get get a little more tired of the long line each time. So you can come to me if you care.
Was just invited to a party at my own apartment by someone who doesn’t live here. No thank you id rather sleep in my car.
So didn’t go to the zombie walk, but we made dinner. Erika went shopping with me to find Gluten free foods. We made fried cat fish, brown rice and Parmesan crisps and then today we made biscuits and chocolate chip pancakes and taco salad so I feel better since I’ve actually ate lol. We also rented like 7 zombie movies that we haven’t got around to watching lol. and we went to this scary ass deaf event that I ran out of in about 5 minutes and then bull shited my paper on it in like 20 minutes :].
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